l'espoir

A year is almost gone and i always find it suitable and fitting to do some self-analyzing. You don’t really appreciate growth in your life on a day to day base, bit oh how the picture comes together when you get the ‘view from the top’ and look back over a year. In my own life i can see how my interests have shifted and had become more filled with life. Boy, i am still very far from reaching a sustainable way of maturity but i believe that my Lord Jesus is working in me and i can see it when i look back at this year.

There have come things that i thought to be negative that have given me so much escalation. Just a small example, my dog being a Diabetic-creature. At first i thought that my bundle of joy would not see the next day, but even with that negativity He turned it into something so positive. I learned a seed of responsibility by having to make sure i am on duty every single day at 7am to give her injections and every evening. Somehow it structured something in me. Then a good friend of ours got murdered and how his legacy lives on by what he preached and the seeds that he sowed are growing in so many lives. I thank the Lord for time, and being able to grow in the valued time, into something bigger than we can see.

I thank my Father for sending us His precious Son. I would be lost without my Lord.